December 31, 2005 Well, here it is...the end of the year and the end of my year-long PaD project at www.laurielblack.buzznet.com. I can't believe I made it through the entire year! Yeah, there were a few days here and there that I was late posting or something, but I finally got everything up eventually. I'm proud of myself for the accomplishment. I've learned a few things along the way as well. I thought it was fitting to end the year with the same subject I began the year with. Same handprint, same wall, different composition and a WHOLE different attitude. The past year has changed me completely...not only as a photographer but as a human being as well. I've grown and learned and discovered things about myself that I had no idea were there. This change is going to continue in 2006, I can assure you. In the past year, this project has taught me that I don't have to be perfect. I don't have to take perfect pictures. I don't have to be a perfect wife, mother, community member, employee, or human being. People aren't perfection and their imperfections are what make the world go 'round. I've learned that I can depend on myself for anything, and that I have to take care of me first before I can be expected to take care of anyone else. I've learned that I have to take time for myself or else I will go insane trying to give all my time away to others. I've learned that sunlight and communing with nature are good things. I've learned that bad pictures are only bad in the eyes of the beholder. I've learned that I am the person I have to satisfy most, with my photography or anything else for that matter, and if it makes someone else happy along the way, it's gravy. I guess you can say I've learned to be "selfish" in a way...I've never thought about myself and my needs until this year, but I think it's important. Every person, especially we women who are mothers, MUST become a little selfish in order to regain sanity and lessen dependency upon others. I have learned that above all else. I hope you've enjoyed seeing the pictures, reading the words, and experiencing my life this year. I've appreciated all the comments, all the friendship, and all the support everyone has given me, in the good times and the bad times. I love you all and you are all important to me, even if you're thousands of miles away. I wish you all the best in 2006 and hope for happiness, health, and harmony for everyone! :)